| a million reasons to look away |
destructive tears, please leave me todaywhy do i feel so alonedestructive tears, please leave me today by ~hater12
in a world full of
happy people?
i sit, isolated, in
my separate "happy" place
and stare at all the smiling faces,
shedding a solemn tear
for every laugh that isn't mine.
is it supposed to hurt this much?
is it normal to sob so often?
should your happiness make me so sad?
i don't know why it does,
and i couldn't answer you if i tried.
all i know is that this poem is done
because i don't want my tears
to destroy my keyboard today.
don't complicate my feelings for me."So. Miss...Green? Yes, Green. What would you like to talk about?"don't complicate my feelings for me. by ~hater12
"nothing."
"Surely there's something on your mind, otherwise you wouldn't be here. Please, feel free to discuss whatever it is openly with me. I'm here to help."
"you know, it's a sin what you get paid."
"Beg pardon?"
"one hundred and twenty-six dollars and fifty-four cents per hour, taxes included for you to listen to my problems."
"That's a standard fee, Miss Green. I can't control how much-"
"how much of the cut you get? yeah, you can. you take just enough to offset taxes so that you're basically immune to them."
"Miss Green, we aren't here to discuss my salary, we'
in your every adorationa veneration,in your every adoration by ~hater12
in whose honour?
of encomium, congrats,
and acclamation,
a sentiment sanctioned
solely to you.
i do not denounce
or vituperate,
not libel with censure.
an emanation of
sacchariferous exactitude
to laurel your every
effectuation.
no darling, don't stain meno darling,no darling, don't stain me by ~hater12
don't bleed here
because you just might
stain the carpet.
and i cant handle
walking past those lovely drops of you;
forever an unabashed sin
on my living-room floor.
as if i need a constant reminder
that i could've done so much more
to not be the razor
on your fingertips,
right?
Shitty 
Sta.sh
love: 
no need to be frightened!
You're too amazing. 